我真是个雨女！！！！

凡有大计划，我一出场就下雨！

所有的毕业典礼，包括两个星期前我的大学毕业典礼，下雨！

想打网球，下雨

想去BBQ，下雨

好吧，今天考车牌才戏剧性，前面晴天，我还说好在今天不下雨，结果考官和我走出门准备进车的那一刹那，开始下，而且越下越猛，考完后，雨停止！

教练说我：贵人出门招风雨～～这句话以前怎么没听过

anyway, 说回考车，倒霉的我自己都想笑了～～我现在的心里素质真是。。。。

先是昨天晚上教练打给我说车灯被人撞了，说明天另一个教练带你考

准备进去的时候，那教练说，”如果等下是一个长头发，有胡子的人考你，你就说你不舒服，下次考， 他很坏的，有点事就开回来，喜欢fail人，就算你考，他肯定不会让你过的“

然后就狂跟我说以前的例子，说他还很凶什么的

结果台子上放了几份材料，几个考官出来拿， 结果果真是那个长胡子的人叫我了。

教练和旁边的同行说，“简直是冤魂不散，老是他考我的学生～昨天他才fail了一个我的学生，我让学生去投诉～”

我说： 啊～～原来你和他有仇啊～

这时候，那个长胡子跟他说good morning, tommy~

教练说，哟，太阳从西边出来，他跟我说早上好，～算了算了，你去考吧，好好开啊～

然后我就忐忑不安的上车了，吓死了都～接着就是我前面说的暴雨，考官帮我调整雨刮3次。。。。我不知道要自己时不时调嘛，以前从来没碰上下雨天！

还有被他提醒两次换了线没有把灯及时恢复

还有在一条60的路上我开了50。。。。倒，慢也不行，还有没有灵活超车。。。

哎～～～～～～反正足以fail了，不过这人还是让我开了40分钟再让我开回去的

最后教练说，没见过这么倒霉的，没眼看真是～

下次6月份考～～～～

我说这雨，别再下了～～行吗，我要打网球！

I registered mixi (japanese version of facebook(http://mixi.jp)a while ago, but didnt have time to log in much~it's a fun site.

I decided to write some blogs in japanese on mixi from now on~(celebrate!) ~1.good way to improve the language, 2.get to know what those friends are doing, and they can also know mine~

maybe I write chinese or english here, and then translate them?

Anyway, this is part of today's entry~

今日から日本語の日記を書こう〜

星占いを見た、まさに、そのとおりですね！！

獅子座： You might feel the weight of unfulfilled obligations, especially when it comes to matters of the heart. But instead of projecting your heaviness onto anyone else, seek ways to clear the air of negativity. There can be pleasurable times ahead, and your attitude can make a huge difference. You don't have to sit on the sidelines; change your mind and join the game.

Unspoken goals can prevent you from getting what you want today. Hidden agendas can reveal more about our lives than we prefer. In fact, it's the words left unsaid that have the most impact now. Unfortunately, even with all the lovely energy in your life, you probably won't feel fulfilled. Working harder is not helpful, yet neither is escape. Do what you must, but don't take on more projects for the wrong reasons.

あれ、もう少しだけという意味？やっぱり態度は大切なことですよね、

じゃ、自信を積極的に進もう

昨天看了几米的新书：我的错都是大人的错

“大人喜欢说陈腐的大道理，奇怪的是，他们自己听不见。

大人和小孩，明明有浓浓的爱，却常常搞得彼此怒目而视，眼看著可爱的天使在下一秒钟化身成恶魔。

身为父亲的几米头痛而无奈，身为创作者的几米却看到了孩子渴望被理解的心灵。

於是，和孩子同样敏感的几米，用一张张图和几句话，便明白地道出了孩子们的心声──孩子的担忧、恐惧、疑惑、快乐和愿望。当然还有抗议，抗议大人对他们想法的漠视，抗议这个世界对小孩的种种误解。我们这才听到小小身影在对我们说，「嘿！不要用你们大人的想法和眼光来看我，大人看不到我们内心的奇幻彩虹！」不管睡著或醒著，每个孩子都是天使。 ”

小孩闭上眼睛，看见梦，看见花，看见希望

大人闭上眼睛，睡着了

小孩子画的画，色彩斑斓，大人设计东西， 想东想西，加入商业元素

小时候渴望长大，可以不用做作业，不用听陈词滥调的教导，不用被人不理解，为什么要对小孩子发脾气。小孩都是天使的道理，大人们懂吗？

曾经是小孩的我们，现在都变成了大人，从不能享受半票，到不能享受学生优惠，从天真烂漫的小孩，变成当时我们都不想变成的人

小孩子都是天使～有时候和小朋友们讲讲话，会突然发现很单纯，很透明的世界

空气中灰尘在跳舞

太阳在微笑

他们的笑绽放在有七彩泡泡和蝴蝶的风筝的画面里

他们一蹦一跳的步子和带有稚气，五音不全的声调，总能勾起我们心底那段最纯真的回忆

Went to an interactive agency last week, attending 4 seminars given by their creative director, art director and designers.

Again, I was inspired and encouraged a lot from them.

One creative director quoted:

"The greater danger for most of us is not that our aim is too high and we miss it, but that it is too low and we reach it."–Michelangelo

AIM HIGH!

This is what I have believed all along, never settle for the second best~~~I always make a list of everything, no matter it's looking for a house, or a school, or a bf, a job,I always aim high, and I tell myself I want nothing less.

BUT

there are people who around me and remind me everyday that I need to face the reality. reality is cruel, and I need to adapt myself into it.

day by day, I start to think, maybe I should coz i live in this world, this society .....which is very real.

I am wondering, whether aiming high conflicts with facing the reality and then just settle down.

Most of the people just keep compromising.........because we have to ..........?

Some people say ,to settle, it is one of life’s greatest tragedies. It means to let go of a higher goal which may be harder to achieve and replace it with a lower objective but would entail less inconvenience or risk. It is inevitable to experience pain and failure. But along the way, we pick up pieces of the puzzle toward our chosen destination.

Children's dream are so pure and high because they haven't known what's called reality. When they grow up, they will be surrounded by those dream-stealers, telling them, if you do this, you will never get to earn money, if you do that, people will look down upon you, bla bla

We should pursue our dream relentlessly. Dream on.

we should be active participants and not passive observers.

There must be a way out there~~

Sometimes, we just need more patience and faith

Went to a 4- day church camp with Focus church for Easters~ The theme this year was called "The third day...", so it was all about resurrection.

It's meaningful to go to such a camp on easter holidays. I was trying to write a blog right after I came back but life just kept me busy.

the talk was about "Life is meaningless if death is the end."

I like the Women of resurrection seminar the most ~~:

It's about we need to make sure we know our identities, we were created as a helper

knowing our own identity helps us to know we are loved children, how much comfort joy we have and then we know how to act.

knowing what the things were created for helps us to know how to use them properly, how to live properly.

Also, knowing our identities helps us to make right decisions

Knowing that we still have room to grow,to improve even though we will never be perfect.

The camp was good except for the horrible food~serving food was fun tho.

Another highlight was "red 10"  a poker game that we "invented" , 7 people, it was sooo much fun to play that, and we were so crazy that when we left the camp and were waiting for the train, we played it in the station.

Just hope that I can be humble, have a content heart, cast my anxiety on him, always keep alert , and most importantly, stedfast in my faith.

Found a very good website recently , for christian women:  www.christianwomentoday.com/